Congrats.
It will get easier. I am somewhat a noob myself. Look for my open carry log when I started. I haven't posted much after that because I don't really open carry as much as I would like too. I am too out going I guess. Not sure the word I am looking for but here is an example; I am a member of my local fire station and I could @ anytime just head up there for a run. I am very active and used to be an officer for 9 years. They do not allow fire arms in the building so what would I do if I went on a run? I don't want to leave it in my truck. A few firemen have had their firearms stolen from their automobiles. I get my hair cut @ the Farmers Market and they are not firearms friendly. I could get my hair cut somewhere else but I like the old fella that does mine. He has been cutting it long before I could drive.
I like going to the store and not worrying about begin asked to leave. I just normally run in and grab what I want and leave. If I have to leave because I am carrying and have to find another place that would just plan piss me off. My issue is if I carry I don't want to have to leave it in my truck. So I don't carry as much as I would like too. Once I get my CCW I plan to carry everywhere but I will need a smaller pistol.
I must say that I find myself @ much more eased when carrying in public. I still look around for weird activity but my chest doesn't feel as tight when I carry. When I don't carry I am looking over my shoulders and 360 all the time. This isn't the way we are suppose to live but it is...
"Democracy is two wolves and a lamb voting on what to have for lunch , Liberty is a well armed lamb contesting the vote" - Benjamin Franklin